overview of november 2025:

ill keep this month short as nothing too important happened and i wasnt feeling the best so i bedrotted mostly.

games of the month!
- dispatch! [watched] (no spoilers) amazing showstopping spectacular yeyeye i enjoyed it a lot despite not being a fan of superheros! roberts build amazes me, hes very cute, hope i can find time to write about it on my reviews section...
- fallout: new vegas! [playing] very old game im aware, but fallout series has been on my list for a while! the atmosphere is very nice, i like running around in the map haha

my first cosplay !!
the taxes and the shipping costs killed me but i finally got my hands on the caleb cosplay i ordered!!! ♡ found the courage to wear it to a con thanks to one of my lovely friends accompanying me ♡ a lot more ppl than i expected asked to take pics w me, which was both sm fun and a little overwhelmingnfjdhnghjd it was an amazing day tho! i managed to find some caleb merch and got gifted small items haha ♡ i think my favorite moment was when i was waiting for the bus with my friend and someone yelled "CAAALEEB" at me, then their friends corrected them and said "no its calebs mc!" BHSABJDBAJHDBAJS double the joy for me... amazing... calebs mc... that would be me yeas...


sleepover !
after the con, i rushed back home, shapeshifted and nyoomed to another friends place for a sleepover. she cooked us yummy meals and we yapped all night, it was so much fun and i felt so sentimental for sum reason waaa ♡ ♡ not only was spending time with my friend after a looong time super fun, i also dont remember sleeping over at a friends place? like ever? so it might be the first for me hahah ♡ i love my friends saur baddd im one lucky loser


that is all i think... november has been a blur, i kept telling myself id update the site but never did... is this mind fog or adhd... maybe just me being a lazy bum :(

collect my trinkets vro...

overview of october 2025:

brrrr time goes by so fast, a good chunk of this month was spent trying to study for exams! so i didnt get to update the site much (shame), but heres a little (not little actually, this one is very long) overview regardless!

played/watched MANY games!
- silent hill f! [watched] (no spoilers) so many horror games dropped this month crazy!! i really liked the visuals of silent hill f from the trailers and stuff but for some reason they didnt hit as hard ingame? and it felt like the game ended just as it was getting good! the first ending had me left with many questions as well, but i think its too early for me to give a proper review about it. some of my friends who really liked the game suggested that i watch the other endings as well to get the whole story so i will do that instead of giving a halfassed yap haha, maybe it can be the first entry on my reviews section :3
- no im not human! [watched] (no spoilers) ough everyone and their mama has been obsessed with the graphics of this gamee, and theyre right the vibes really are immaculate. i wasnt too enticed with the lore but it definitely was a fun watch ^^ and im eating up all the au's ppl make for other characters, especially xia yizhou!!! wahhh!!! he's home!!! explodes
- YKMET: strade! [played] (no spoilers) end me bro... i had been avoiding playing ykmet bcuz i absolutely hated and i mean HATED the artstyle... and never understood why ppl we're so into it! until i saw my friend sora play it, she convinced me to give it a try ("theres woundfucking you have to play!!!" she said. bahfhshfdhd) and so we hopped on vc and played a third(?) of the endings together. IT WAS SO MUCH FUN. i cant believe im saying this abt a horrorporn game... but i lowk got addicted and finished the whole game in 3 days and unclocked all the achievements like a madman... and went down a rabbit hole of playing all the other gatobob games just to collect every crumb of ren i could find. i will make a shrine for him... i still do not like strade's fatass, besides the couch scene, for the record-

- the price of flesh! [played] (no spoilers) i told myself i would wait for a sale to get the game, but the horny snail in my ear was like "WWWWAAAHHH I WANT REN I WANTREN HHAHGGGWWWAHH" so i purchased it on a whim... imagine my devastation when i figure out fox/ren's route was only a short dlc, ough.. i really enjoyed celia and derek's route too tho ngl, i got that #lesbianism in me. suprising how gato says she started making games like this because she felt one of the games she played 'ended when it was getting good' BCUZ TPOF DID EXACTLY THATHHTHGHJFNHVGJFNB I WAS BLUEBALLEDDJEFDD im still not over anything as u can tell...

- boyfriend to death 2: fresh blood! [played] (spoilers) only played lawrence and ren's routes cuz ehrm yeah. the art is supa old but ren is still a cutiee, except when he's being a whiny little bitch crying over strade and making me wanna strangle him! but nooo, he needs to grow up and become the dilf i adore. i really liked being given the option to torture him back or put a collar on him!! 🤓🤓 lawrence's route was pretty interesting too, i was very intrigued when i read he was the only character with a consentual intercourse scene lmaooovbhfjbld the amputation part diiid put me off very slightly buuut hes cute what can i say. dont look at me.
(maybe i should've just listed the names of games im yapping off)

trinkets arrived !!
ive been making so many online purchases i cant even keep track... but look at some cutesies that came in this month ♡


cute girl at the metro!
i was hurrying to a meetup with a friend when a cute girl stopped me to ask abt my zayne plushie (and the caleb prints i was carrying lmaoo)!! first timee! i was so happy to run into someone who played lads haha (im pretty sure a lot of ppl play it but no one had recognized my plushies/keychains so far) she was super nice omg… we yapped a bit and i showed her my keychains n stuff ♡

medieval festival!
while hanging out with one of my friends, we bumped into her friends who were headed to a medieval fest and they told us they could find free tickets for us if we wanted to tag along, so we did! we were obviously not dressed to the occasion so it felt a bit weird at first but all the costumes looked pretty cool, im not a medieval fan myself nor do i drink alchol so i was ready to head back after a few laps of walking around and saying hi's to familiar faces. i had to stay around for a few more hours for the bus (we ended up getting a taxi anyway cuz it was too cold and late), so me n my friends decieded to find a table upstairs to draw! and since i was still very ykmet pilled i worked on my strade drawing haha (i was legit hearing the ost in my head lmaoo)


book fest!
randomly stumbled across a book festival, how lucky! i didnt have much time so i wasnt able to stay as long as i wouldve liked but i managed to loot some cute pieces still! i got a few gifts for my sister and mom too hehe, i love buying gifts :3


theres prolly a lot more that happened this month but i stopped keeping track after the first half cuz i was feeling like ass lmaoo

overview of september 2025:

uni started! but i havent been able to attend much, preparing a new outfit for everyday feels like such a hassle because i dont like most of my current clothes and i refuse to go out looking like a bum! i went to a lot of malls around my area but finding unique clothes that fits my style is actually pretty hard, im considering buying online sometime. ive also been pretty overwhelmed with the coursework, dreading waking up early and eventually decieding against it. i will get better, i promise!! its just uugbhhhgfggj i need to catch up cuz i dont understand anything in class haha. i was only concerned about not having friends at first but now that i do have them, i should show up and bond with them better. friends make uni bearable ♡ im not very good at making time so i havent seen some of my friends for almost half a year thats crazy. i need to message them all and plan hangouts...

neocities! i returned after 3 years to learn html again, im slowly building up the site and enjoying being able to customize everything. been enjoying taking my time to go through other peoples websites and learn about them, feels like closeknit private little community haha. think im making some friends too ♡ i still dont know jack shit abt js lmaooo maybe ill learn as my site grows

trinkets! ive been wanting to get small pink trinkets and a caleb plushie to take pictures of for the longest timeeee! i ondered a few this month but they'll prolly arrive towards the end of first week of october. cant wait honestly, ive been putting off going to cute cafes for this!! so so excited.☕☕

nails! got my nails done for the first time wao! the nail artists around where i live obviously arent tiktok level good haha but i think it turned out oookay and was somewhat affordable. i felt a bit nervy during the process cuz the lady lowk made me feel bad by huffing and puffing everytime my skin bled... mind u i never once complained abt the pain, even though she was being pretty rough w the filing. she also gave me a doubting look when i said i was used to having long nails LIKE MAAM I KNOW MY SHITTT STOPP MAKING ME FEEL LIKE ASSS IM HERE FOR UR SERVICE NOT UR SHADEEE damn. daaamn. but i was smiling, nodding and being respectful the whole time bcuz i dont like confrontation. id yap more abt all the little stuff that triggered me but its kinda funny how heated i am over a nail appointment like it should not be that serious lmaoo. i was too shy to raise my complaints so ill try to be more vocal next time 💔


other?
i tried matcha and it was ass... 🍵devastating news for me... i also attempted making miso soup but it uhmm wasnt veru good, currently rotting on my kitchen counter...(im scared of doing dishes w long nails)